Unspeakable, unthinkable. Life as we know it changes day to day. We tend to be left with fear and doubt. Even the most unshakeable faith tends to bend at the roots. What we thought was impossible has torn us apart. We linger in silence waiting for an answer. The right answer. Our hearts are vulnerable and open. How do we know our cries were heard. We were so sure!! They say there's a reason and a purpose for everything. ERRR.. i hate that answer. It feels like your taking the easy way out. It's just an easy way of saying "I don't know".
I havent written much on my trip to Honduras and I'm not exactly sure why. Here is my first attempt. The one outreach that sticks out in my mind and I'm sure everyone else's was when we went to CASITA MUJERES. It was a "home" for young girls from the ages of maybe 6-18. On this day Pastor Chace asked me if I would give my testimony. Now in my head I'm thinking "are you serious" but I of course say yes. This is my first time ever to give the story of what made me who I am today. That whole day I was so nervous, anyone who knows me also knows that I'm not one to really get nervous about anything. Just the thought of exposing who I am to a whole crowd of people including those from church and my siblings, it just made me feel vulnerable. Our bus is driving on down the road to our destination when we notice a traffic jam. Great it's already hot and sweaty and now there is no movement for the air to circulate through the bus. I guess it was exactl...
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