where were you tonight? i needed you, i called. i was presented with the echoing ring and deadly silence. i just needed to hear your voice. i needed your reassurance. sometimes even when we're together i feel so alone. i need to find comfort with you.. but sometimes what i say doesnt seem to matter. its countered with the nonchalant additude. i ache from fear of losing it all. what if you get tired and just walk away. i pretend to give up easily, just in case you decide to back out. i am afraid you will turn around and leave me. ultimately thats what causes me to hold on tightly but its also causing me to push you away.
Heroless Endeavor.. mindless ramblings of nothing at all