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i tear hearts

apparently i tear hearts...
unintentionally.
im the scariest thing to this monster
scarier than (__fill the blank__)
i apologize. for giving you more than most
no obligation here.. i know that...
if i told you i weep would it matter.
of course not.
so ill keep that bit of information to myself.
i secure who i am once again.
you say you hide..
maybe physically but i hide emotionally
ill go back to that hole...
ill be tucked safely in myself.
that my monster is my guarentee..

please forgive my feelings..

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