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walk the fence

misfit
creature
never ending space
you will never be good enough
you will never find grace
 
kicked
pushed
keep walking away
keep your distance
for I know it's my heart that will sway
 
life
love
 do they exist
can they coincide
can I find them in the mist
 
hope
pray
where will they lead
to pain and disappointment?
or perhaps joy, a girl can dream.
 


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