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Anticipation, waiting.
watching for my wish upon a shooting star kind of night.
the moment to dance in the rain.
for the courage to sing in a crowd.

the thought of time never being there,
the hope i hold, will it pass or will i hold on to it like life.
will i get the chance to be super woman
to light the dark.

expectations, failure is not an option.
shattered dreams sewn together with floss.
beating heart that sounds like a drum
bouncing nerves shake my knees to the ground.

air leaves my lungs, burning deep inside.
waking up to the silence the murmurs so loud in my hear
whispering lies and lonliness
strange how this feels comforting.