heroless endeavor

what a mighty big day..... i want to sit in front of a warm cozy fire with awesome blankies a wonderful cup of nummy coffee and a great book to share with someone whos interested.. aaaahhhhhh sounds soo good give me a whole library of all kinds of books about everything... a walk while the colors of the outside are changing.. with a camera in hand... mmm ......cuddle...... lets play a game that makes us laugh so hard we cry. errr watch every episode of That 70's Show.... and Greys Anatomy.. hug a random stranger if i knew it was gonna make their day better.. dance the night away even if i look like a crazy person doing so.. sing for someone who doesnt mind if my voice isnt so well... lets take a carousel ride... and eat some cotton candy... the pink kind.. lets take random pictures and love every moment of it

mixed your drink tried to hold you back you smiled your last goodbye. it was then i realized you cant keep what you NEVER had

i love making people smile... so if theres anyway i can make you smile.. let me know..

theres a monster under my bed... i think ill ask him to come out and play... hes the cutest monster i ever did see... he tries to scare me.. but I just giggle he makes music when he hides he comes out to lick my face at night.. i pretend not to notice though i love every moment.. he runs his fingers through my hair and i sleep peacefully knowing my monster is watching over me.

One night as I lay in bed, i yearned deeply for my lover, but he did not com. So I said to myself; 'I will get up now and it's and roam the city, searching for him in all it's streets and squares.' But my search was in vain . The watchmen stopped me as they made their rounds, and I said to them, 'Have you seen im anywhere, this one I love so much?' A little while later I found him and held him. I didn't let him go until I had brought him to my childhood home, into my mothers bedroom, where I had been concieved. "Promise me, O women of Jerusalem, by the swift gazelles and the deers of the wild, not to awaken love until the time is right."

i want to be your masterpiece.. delicately thought out. beautifully created. every fine line thoroughly thought about. i want to see what i look like through your eyes. create me with the brushes you so delicately grasp. throw an array of color on my canvas.. and make me come alive..