heroless endeavor

im always missing wordless wednesday... so here is the va lentines present my friend Arcelia got me.. i love them all (the bracelets) what can i say i'm easily pleased.. :D

not that i completely agree with this.. but i think it was beautiful. the fact that a man could fall in love with a girl, a woman who had no self esteem and tried to find love with men who only used her. that was the only "love" she had ever known. every man she had "been"with used her for sex and nothing more. when someone who was worth her while came she coward in fear. afraid that he could really love her. beautiful ending... I took a deep breath and stammered out, "I was asking myself when you'd want to make love." He was silent and I was mortified. I felt my cheeks burn. "No Melissa, love, I'm not the one who should decide if and when we do it. It'll be you and me, together." He smiled. I gazed at him, astonished, and he realized my stunned look begged him to continue. "Because you see, when two people join it is the height of spirituality, and this can be achieved only if they love e...

movie and breakfast for dinner.. numm "can i sit by the girl that i like" big kiss little kiss little hug big hug (Nacho libre )

"i wish, i wish, i can bear no longer goblin king goblin king where ever you maybe take this child of mine far away from me. " i wish the goblin king was in love with me.. sigh* guess im not so lucky its hopeless asking you anything -- not if you ask the right questions *everything*! everything that you've wanted i have done. You ask that the child be taken. I took him. You coward before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for *you*! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous? I'd say goblin king take my little brother...haha.. he'd give danny back right away so i wouldnt be so worried..lol. not to mention i would love to look as lovely as Jennifer connely, especially when she was at the masquerade. i love to be at a place so mysterious. but hmmm WHO WANTS TO HAVE A MOVIE DAY. just chillax and watch awesome movies like the labyrinth, dark crystal, cry baby....

the ocean blows, it whispers in my ear the songs of the tide and ship wrecked sea. the waves slowly inviting me in. gently tugging at my feet. so soft and so cold yet so deathly and dangerous. the mysteries it must bear. the vast emptiness it shows. as i slowly enter the waves wrap around me holding me close, almost to close, with bittersweet pleasure i continue to progress. telling myself to not look back. just a few more feet. i emerse in the water holding my breath. little by little i feel the urge to rise thinking on life and all things past. i realize its so worth while. in a struggle i surface breathing in heavily taking in the scenery and all that i once took forgranted.

my thoughts are on what was there... its true im thinking.. so very hard. i seem very lost in them now. i dont want to to say the wrong words. or make the wrong actions. im usually a spur of the moment person. but i seemed to have grown alot in the last couple of years. i take caution in walking on egg shells. cant i just be everything!!! reality... i cant.

1)an extremely goddess like figure who boys will line up to tie her shoes for her. She has an amazing death stare and will not put up with being called a priss. Because she is a GODDESS Dude, man, i totally got to tie anastasia's shoes for her ! A Russian girl, most likely blonde, very beautiful, with a gorgeous body. A very good friend, the type you're never embarrassed in front of because you know she has a nastier mind than you do. You'll tend to have many dirty inside jokes with her.