heroless endeavor

ERRRR !!! i miss my best friend soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH!! come home already.. this whole 3 days so far.. sucks!! just in case you were wondering.. :(

Parents these days irritate me.. GRRR...It seems today everyone else other than the parents are raising the kids. We leave it up to the schools, friends and entertainment (stars, t.v., music ect..). But what are they teaching them?!?! Being homosexual is ok.. its just another way of life chosen by some people.. Abortions is ok its not like its a baby yet anyway, its just a fetus whatever that means....Or sure go ahead have sex.. its just part of life.its a good experience. (strip out every ounce of your innocence and give your whole world to someone who doesnt give a crap about you..) YEA ALL THAT is about the biggest load of crap i've ever heard!!! Wake up!! Stop being lazy and instead of trying to buy your childs love with the most ridiculous gadgets take them out and talk with them. Spend some REAL quality time with them. Get to know tho they are and their interests. Don't point out all their wrongs but praise them for the things they do well. Don't be afraid to correct ...

Unspeakable, unthinkable. Life as we know it changes day to day. We tend to be left with fear and doubt. Even the most unshakeable faith tends to bend at the roots. What we thought was impossible has torn us apart. We linger in silence waiting for an answer. The right answer. Our hearts are vulnerable and open. How do we know our cries were heard. We were so sure!! They say there's a reason and a purpose for everything. ERRR.. i hate that answer. It feels like your taking the easy way out. It's just an easy way of saying " I don't know ".

today i was reminded that Jesus loves me.. even if i can be a ball of wreckage.. there was a quote that i once heard i think it was from greys anatomy.. it went something like " shes the traffic accident that everyone stops to see". sometimes i can feel like that.. you know like people are just waiting to see what new mess i can get myself into.. believe me i've been in plenty.. but honestly why should i care what they say or think of me.. as long as i keep doing what God wants me to do.. their opinion is not needed or wanted.. not that im one to really follow or change because of other people.. but seriously today i know i let everything go.. You can have it all Jesus.. I don't want any of what and who i used to be.. there are alot of changes taking place in my life.. they are for the better i know it.. but they are not the easiest ones to make.. but God's will surpasses mine.. so i will do it.. thanks for sending amazing people in my life to help me and be a won...