heroless endeavor

http://www.etsy.com/listing/48279672/bronze-filigree-cameo-necklace-of-bird?ref=cat1_gallery_17 so somedays i spend my time on ETSY.COM looking at all the wonderful things i cant have at the moment.. but there are some amazing artist out there.. sigh this is my new discovery that i think fits my personality very well.. its completely gorgeous.. and it reminds me of one of my favorite poets Edgar Allan Poe. he was quite a disturbed man but an exceptional writer. it reminds me of the poem "the raven" Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the...

this is where im lost in translation the wonders of your world. i slowly exercise my right to free speech yet they try and tell me what i can and cannot say. without law there is no order with law the fine line of right and wrong continues to blur. we no longer hold ourselves to valid morals and ethics. we distort the truth. make convenient anything and everything. take money from the "rich" (hard workers) to give to the "poor" (lazies) and we call this ok. everyone is looking for a free dime here or there. pasts have proven socialism to be nothing but and endless road to distruction. you are participating in the end of the land of the free and the brave. i will not stop fighting for the America that is being lost. Its still there peaking its head out from under the rubble. "i'm here it (America) calls, please save me from the people who practice idiocracy."

well sunday is flyleaf.. i want to go but we'll see im thinking if we leave right avter drama we will get there to see them.. it will be my 2nd time seeing them. Lacey puts on a great performance.. it will be in sioux falls... Location: Ramkota Exhibit Hall Street: 3200 W Maple Street City/Town: Sioux Falls, SD schedule 6:00pm Doors 7:00pm Fair to Midland 8:00pm 10 Years 9:30pm FLYLEAF whoot whoot

slightest slip of the hand and her world was maticulously hanging on string. all the up's were down's and her in's were completely out. left was never right.. her misplaced agony eats her from the inside.. the raging war that seeps between her inards.. her heart crumbles slightly with every passing minute.. every word that spews from your mouth cuts her deeper than the blade ever did. how that would feel so nice though. watching blood as it seeps where it needs to be. how precious breath seems to be now that theres none.

my heart bleeds. licking my own self inflicted wounds .. am i right or am i wrong. the most important choices are the ones we dont want to make. the ones we always tend to give a second glance. im preparing to be swallowed in my dark hole. just for a moment, maybe a lil while longer. every once in awhile peaking my head out for air. still it does not suffice this breathless feeling. im choking on whats left. they say time heals everything.. well time please move a lil faster.. sincerly BLEEDING HEART..

i know you.. i know your better than you give yourself credit for. dont let them bring you down.. im screaming for your attention. you dont want to go that way. oh God why dont they listen? here we go again with the pity party. has that ever helped you?!?! stop looking and dwelling on the negative. you will never leave where your at if you dont let go. stop with the "poor me speech" its ridiculous. get up and stand tall you have so much to live for. and there you go again.. right back from where you just came. this is why people give up on you you never let them see you succeed you ALWAYS give up and let go.. failure is now written on your lips like a plague.