It's like a drop of poison falling from your lips. The burning acid; I wish those words did never exist. I feel each lash from your tongue, from the man that has suddenly come undone. My weak sense of self worth gets battered even more as I watch the slithering snake repeat "you are no longer the epitomy of my desire." I choke on the sting as I feel my body and mind detatch. Now watching from the outside in I see I am only seconds away from death. Physical death would be too easy. Emotional death holds tight, he knocks and somehow I foolishly answer the door Now I am no longer me, I am no more. [My writing at 3 in the morning... I think I changed my writing like 3 times.. so sloppy, I promise I have better handwriting.] sometimes i feel like this, made to be silent even though my eyes are screeming to be heard other times i feel like a little girl trying to hold on to whats lef