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well its a whole day without serg.(he went on a guy trip to KC for his first time to Worlds Of Fun) HE seems like he's having a blast.) how does that work. i assume i might as well get used to it now. he's gonna be gone for 3 whole months and then he will only be back for 10 days before he has to leave AGAIN.. oo booo.. o well its the beginning of an exciting journey i would'nt miss for the world..

so i've been reading this series i'm not even sure what its called but i think it's called the ugly series. it has a total of 4 books (uglies, pretties, specials, and the extras). it's pretty interesting its about life after the rusty's which would be use. in the book we supposidly destroyed almost everything by our crap living.. im only on the second book and its so much better than the first. i couldnt put it down last night.. err i love books like that. i love reading period.

well an update on my job search... i took my test for ICINGS for the asst. mgr. position. hopefully i passed and i get the job.. im so ready to work.. i guess we'll just have to wait and see. until then i'll be holding my breath..

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