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..... darling is what he called me....

im dodging the bullets that are sent from your eyes..i wish i was everything that made you come alive. my heart stopped beating just for one whole minute today. where were you?now i can see you were never meant to save me. i cried for you and you never came. some angel. maybe it was my fault.maybe it was my faith that was limited.. my hands are tied behind my back my lips are glued shut. or at least it seems. im restricted on what to say. my heart cant speak,it cant cry.. darling angel dont forget im still standing here on this ledge. one more step and it all ends...

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