im dodging the bullets that are sent from your eyes..i wish i was everything that made you come alive. my heart stopped beating just for one whole minute today. where were you?now i can see you were never meant to save me. i cried for you and you never came. some angel. maybe it was my fault.maybe it was my faith that was limited.. my hands are tied behind my back my lips are glued shut. or at least it seems. im restricted on what to say. my heart cant speak,it cant cry.. darling angel dont forget im still standing here on this ledge. one more step and it all ends...
Sometime I wish people would learn not to underestimate me. When I want to get somewhere or get something accomplished I am very capable of doing so. Of course there are always limitations and set backs but I know how to push through it. I lived in a time where our money was tight and we had very little but we made it through.. Just because I am where I am today and don't look like i have ever had to fight my way out of the bottom doesn't mean anything. Looks can and are deceiving. Of course I don't believe in telling what most would call a "sob" story. I am not one who looks for a pity party.. But please know that I do know what it is like to go without in many aspects. I embrace that time in my life and it has taught me to be thankful of what I have. I will never forget it but I also will never return. Was it by choice and my own doing?? Of course not, who chooses to go without? Being born into it is one thing.. but staying in it is another. We all make decision...
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