failed attempt at trying

each and every night your world burns
only because you set the fire..
as much as you hate the pain
you keep welcoming it.
like your closest friend..
the one you know you should let go of but cant..
the screams resound in the night.
your body is restless.
weak from the fight and the run,
you tried to give up once..
only once.
it was the your most glorious failure.