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my God.

this uncontrolled hunger,
this longing to reach out
the beauty of Your majesty.
the hand that presses me forward.
the God that calls me His own.
i'm forever lost in awe.
the hand that painted the mountain
is the same one that draws me near.
His voice echos to me
"I will never leave just stay here"

somehow it never fails i continue to be amazed by my never changing God. He repremands me and loves me. I dont always like being corrected but after a moment i realize i was for my own good. i know some people would call me a fool to be so lost in something they say "you cant see" but He really is within me. i see HIM, in everything.. he is the one who molded us in our own unique way.. touch the skies blue and the grass green. gave us hope. He has blessed me in more ways than i can speak of. this is just one of those days where He really hugs me and lets me know im ok.. if i could give you the love i feel now... wow you would be speechless too..

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