bleeding heart

my heart bleeds.
licking my own self inflicted wounds ..
am i right or am i wrong.
the most important choices
are the ones we dont want to make.
the ones we always tend to give a second glance.
im preparing to be swallowed in my dark hole.
just for a moment, maybe a lil while longer.
every once in awhile peaking my head out for air.
still it does not suffice this breathless feeling.
im choking on whats left.
they say time heals everything..
well time please move a lil faster..
sincerly BLEEDING HEART..