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plague

i know you..
i know your better than you give yourself credit for.
dont let them bring you down..
im screaming for your attention.
you dont want to go that way.
oh God why dont they listen?

here we go again with the pity party.
has that ever helped you?!?!
stop looking and dwelling on the negative.
you will never leave where your at if you dont let go.
stop with the "poor me speech" its ridiculous.
get up and stand tall you have so much to live for.

and there you go again..
right back from where you just came.
this is why people give up on you
you never let them see you succeed
you ALWAYS give up and let go..
failure is now written on your lips
like a plague.

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