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the ugly monster

shes got the most imperfect smile
with eyes that can light up the night sky.
her imperfection is your madness
and in this you spin wildly.
your heart beats in time with hers
grasping what is claimed to be love.
thats such a dirty little lie.
they have convinced you of this
great knock off also known as lust.
it lurks up and hits you square on the jaw.
how can something so perfect be NOTHING at all.

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