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vision obscured

im told look at the world through anothers eyes
but the others eyes are blind.
is it darkness thats to surround me
am i to embrace this the obscure path.
their hand reaches out to lead me
but i recoil at the very thought.
we are at a crossroads and i must choose.
this affliction pounds on me
like a hammer to a nail.
every swing is pushing me further and further.
the chasm is here..
it extendes toward my soul.
my breath is extracted from my lungs.
my hearts ceases beating
the world begins to stop.
i realize this nightmare...
will continue to knock.

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