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negativity


i spilled my insides and i made them cry.
they had no hope, its not my fault they finally seen the truth
i cannot apologize for the rash realizations that people come to.
there is no future in the abyss.
can't you see your story means nothing to the world.
sure its the memories that you hold dear but honestly noone cares.
you should just leave. here is some poison.
or perhaps you'd like a grenade.
i'm not cruel, i just wont refuse to pity the weak
it is your responsiblity to keep your head above the ground.
you are the only one who can win your fight.

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