Your mysterious allure, it captivates my curiosity.
I shutter at thoughts and dreams.
Licking my lips, my imagination runs wild.
All of the "what ifs" seem to play like movies in my head.
Like those endless roles of film that get better as they go on.
I question the very fabric of your being.
It would be hard for you to live up to my incredible expectations.
Living in just my dreams, makes me want to sleep forever.
I catalog each and every facial expression and motion.
The caress of your hand breaks every negative emotion that's bottle up in this catacomb of a chest.
If there was a prince charming you would be him in the flesh.l
Sometime I wish people would learn not to underestimate me. When I want to get somewhere or get something accomplished I am very capable of doing so. Of course there are always limitations and set backs but I know how to push through it. I lived in a time where our money was tight and we had very little but we made it through.. Just because I am where I am today and don't look like i have ever had to fight my way out of the bottom doesn't mean anything. Looks can and are deceiving. Of course I don't believe in telling what most would call a "sob" story. I am not one who looks for a pity party.. But please know that I do know what it is like to go without in many aspects. I embrace that time in my life and it has taught me to be thankful of what I have. I will never forget it but I also will never return. Was it by choice and my own doing?? Of course not, who chooses to go without? Being born into it is one thing.. but staying in it is another. We all make decision...
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