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speaking to the silence
I wonder if I am the only one who speaks my troubles out loud to no one at all. I know no one will answer me. It is just so much easier to express myself to the silence than to a person who can look at me. I release so many emotions without wondering who is looking at me, whether or not I have to be strong and put together. I am a mess but I am a mess at its best.
I have come to the point in my life where I am starting a new chapter. Not just any chapter. it's one I feel that will define where and what I do for the rest of my life. I am a mess right now and I know I have to figure out where the tracks to my life are but once I get on you better believe there is no stopping me. I have goals that I have decided to set and I am going to write them down, try to carry them with me everywhere I go just as a reminder that I am working for something. There is always a reason for things and why they happen. I may not know what comes next but I will embrace it with as much as I can. Refocus my life. I know that pain is for a reason and only for a season. I just hope this season passes quickly. I have to keep telling myself that change is a good thing even if its painful. Eventually I hope I can be completely honest on here but for right now I have to keep some discretion. I need complete healing but I don't really know how to get it. My God is bi…